You will be my creation that dutifully in charge of archiving my feelings and thoughts. Of course, Pete, my first creation was in charge of it, but he's now my place to store and archives my learning and skills. I am going to use him to be my professional portfolio; maybe one day he'll be a personal assistant in the competitive world out there.
I just went out with my crazy bunch of lovely people to MidValley, KL. Love the laughs and the irrational jokes we make when we come together.
Ethan, Nasir, and Jess, the ones who were with me today. I am blessed and grateful from God for these people, whom I guess the only people are able to tolerate my crazy burps, nonsense and gross jokes. (Seriously, I don't do that to even my college friends).
Yet, as we were casually walking around the mall in evening of 9pm-11pm. The quiet atmosphere of the mall, the luxurious displays of materials, cute little pets of wonderland. There was this hollow in my heart that I cannot explain, the desire of wanting. The wish of one day that I'm able to have everything, no worries, with the love of my life by my side, walking on these streets, we'll be just talking and being ourselves.
It's a silly dream, but I want it. I want to end those hurtful feelings in the past, the agony and the unnecessary commodities that lies ahead, will be put aside with this "lady" of the future. But, I was taught with the words of Matthew 11.
I feel wanting, but to be honest, I don't need it now. Guess I'll find it, when the time's ready.
Regards,
Dave
